heartbroken-xiaoFeng

2009-03-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

hmm.. some fwenz said i am tiong xim..
some fwenz said i am stopit..
some fwenz said y dun find others..

if tats sho easy than i wont be like tat liaoz.i dun even know wat am i tinking.. dun even know y i am like tat. all tis time i hav been useing my job, my sko0l, my gitar lesson n everyting tat i can find to make my time sho pack tat i can forget tingss.. but everyting i do reminds mi of . nvm... i cant stop tinking anyway. hmm.. but fwenzz are realli great help.. sometimes i am still happi.. i tink.. but now..i hurt some1 badly.. juz becoz of mi cant forget abt my pass.. i dun tink i hav anyting to say coz i dn realli hav the mo0d. sho sayonara minang..

2009-03-16T10:31:00.000-07:00

yup tis is my baby.. xD. since my piano teacher ran away. =x

15/03/09

when to work god dam bored lorx... like nvr sell anyting like tat coz of IT show..than stand there 4 like 10 hr sell 2 camara..ass gonna get burn by my boss le. . . after tat at nite run home change n ready to go to club.. meet manfred , winstone, gary n junxiang at mrt station...reach there got shoo many freaking ppl.. =.= i nvr thought the queue will be sho long.. ok.. queue up 4 like 2hrs? than reach inside lol yea move to the music... than winstone do tat stupit hot n cold action =.= 5 idiots at there..after tat saw potato ,samuel ,wei hua ,yuanting..n alot alot more.. ok i head dam pain go slp liao sayonara.. xD

2009-03-14T02:35:00.000-07:00

today i got my first electic gitar lesson xD god dam fun sia..
i love music.. ever since a gur played piano to mi. =) hmm.. the day start of with i dun wanna go sko0l.. xD early in the morning wake up saw afew msges after tat go back to slp..nvr care =x.. when i fully wake up is like omg..i nvr reply afew impt msges..after tat when down with my brother to hav lunch .smoke after our meal tat wat we do everyday..same goes today. lolx . when to tairong house to do some crap when him on his comp.. around 5pm when to dhoby there for my gitar lesson.. when to arcade beside the studio. coz i am veri early lol. my teacher called mi coz he at there wait while i am playing game lol. his co0l n played well we chat like normal fwenz having great time .at the end of the lesson he let mi played the back gound it l0oks simple but actually is quite hard. hahax. afew lil mistake. but got some encouragement . after lesson he showed mi some gitar n ams gotta prepare my buget n got a gitar n pratice as so0n as possible xD. ok tats all about today.. a few rubbish at the back coz met manfred n winstone on the mrt when i was going back to bo0nlay . juz reach home its abt 245 am now gotta work lata shoo ya.. sayonara minang! =).

2009-02-25T06:50:00.000-08:00

hmm..tis few dayz...nth much happen study my bio..ytd got test than jiu early go home.. thyan go visit my god parents. saw lots of ppl. tat i nvr meet 4 a long time.. hopefully can meet them n go out with them agn.. today sometings happen.. after tat gone to pm meet sebas awhile..after tat jiu go find junxiang n kel. . . eat n arcade awhile..bored nth much to do.. tired of my life... SHO SIANZZ!

2009-02-21T10:39:00.000-08:00

21/02/09..
new story begains..
hopefully will nvr end..

=) today... woke up go work ... sho tired lorx.. hmm veri happi today bu dong y ytd nvr slp but today still mag energatic de. hehes.after work go find eddie they all play basket ball.. shoo long nvr meet them ler.. sho many tings to tok abt.. lol we were like omg all of us covered with each other sweat ekk knn.xiang dao jiu er xing.. lol.. than chat with Micc! long time nvr chat ler hor? i tink eu ying gai mang happi tat i pei eu bahx laught antil like no breath like tat..o n better not tell the secret hor if not....amm..if eu say out than eu will know liao coz i cant tink of 1 now..=p. after tat you ren ask mi go home bath n slp sho wo jiu guai guai ting hua lo...ok going to slp .sayonara minang.

baobei..aishiteru <3

2009-02-17T08:04:00.000-08:00

lol juz came back er yi. ytd afterno0n,when to meet kelvin n junxiang.. at bugis topshop walk walk than go arcade play kof. lol we 3 kana own.. but is also coz the ppl play cheat loseing than call his veri pro fwen play. yukes. than after awhile i got a call from gladys..call mi go chalet pei her... but you yi dian bz.. coz gtg back home do hw all tat than still got sko0l 2morrow....suay lorx..but.. in the end wo hai shi qu liao hahahax.=x meet kc at samabawang interchange at 8pm i reach at 9pm LOL! he was like sho du lan lorx... take cab to the chalet than jiu slack while.. we 3 around 1year plus nvr meet up ler. sho sit down n tok tok yi xia. after tat gladys father brought kfc 4 us than he vanish keke. after awhile steferny[ah gur] came.dun realli know how to spell her name but we juz call her ah gur =). we chat n played after awhile every1 slept.i was like kana nie dai by gladys lor the whole nite keep beat mi some part i for gotten coz i was like abit dizzy on the nite..zzzzzz than i n kc cannot tahan 6am woke up eat n chat..when every1 is awake gone down to swim lol sho funny. . after tat gone to gladys house to slp.. which is today la.woke up played majong n poker. after awhile i n kc left. on mrt alot of tings to tok...i realli miss my fwenz.. hope to c them agn. sayo =)

2009-02-12T05:51:00.000-08:00

hmm.. today i woke up dam late hao bu hao..than late 4 sko0l.. kana scolded. hmm than free lesson for 1hr 30mins.take out my beloved scatch bo0k n start to draw i love my drawing sho much lol.dun puke .=p than break time go arcade play .. bored.. nth to do..after tat maths lesson study study.. than jiu fang xue le. meet jx n claire at bo0nlay mrt station. after tat go eat with jx coz claire go find fwen..skip skip.. after tat meet liting pei her go buy tings than shop shop jiu hui jia le . now adayz dam sian keep study nia .. wo qu rest le sayonara minang!

2009-02-10T06:39:00.000-08:00

YTD fun day hao bu hao..gone to sko0l keke met 2 new fwenz. than 1 of them wei le wo pontent coz i register to the sko0l than i no where to go. lol. than go arcade n lan which is juz beside my sko0l. funny lor we play car game bang here n there keep laughing shoo loud the whold arcade like no ppl 1. tats y no 1 care abt us. lol. fun =) tats wat i can say.

after tat i go back bo0nlay with 1 of my fwen serbas (which is the 1 hu pon) . after tat he take cab fatch mi back home. met claire at pineer mall mac coz she ask mi to go campuse. firstly i feel veri weird.. but after tat shoo fun lorx. collin he is veri fwenly. tok to mi than high 2gether sho stupit when i came to think of it.lol .but i was veri shock tat ai jia was out of campuse. i realli do belive she will be back. today when to lesson than met new fwen agn . i n serbas veri serious today lol nvr skip lesson but extent our own till 430pm lolx go play lan till 530pm.left 4 dead nice lor dam fun lol. after tat when home. to0k mrt than bus back 2gether.

lo0k at his serious face after lesson lol.

2009-02-08T09:38:00.000-08:00

siting under claire blk.

hmmm.. today....
i , kel n liting when to city hall see tatto0.hehes. bored bored lorx.. she got her apointmen than after tat qu top man shop.. i saw i shirt i like alot lorx... to0 bad not enf money..suay siak. if i know i dun eat long john =x. after tat met claire at vivo. gone out with a campus gur call rechael, quite a nice person =) nice to know her also.. hehes. gone to secret recipe to hav dinner. i dun feel like eating lor but than go in le c they eat jiu bian hungry liao hahax. tom yam noodles. nice siak. onli tat stupit claire de mushroom soup sux. =x. hmm.. after tat when arcade with both of them . i first time lose takken 4 the first round when fighting with computer .i was like wtf? gone pet shop alot of cutecute dog lorx tmd.. sho ke ai.. not like fifi..ekk! cap back with claire. dam funny we no cash pay hehes than go pineermall redraw le zai pay. hmm saw jx,gary,winstone,manfred under claire blk. than pei claire go buy rice 4 her mom i pineermall after tat saw eddie they all at mac..now 2am le blah blah skip skip tired le coz 2morrow gtg sko0l . sayonara minang! xD

2009-02-07T13:49:00.000-08:00

pic i to0k 1 day ago.

first of all.. i am back to blogging. =)

its not tat bad after all. . .

its pain but its also a lesson.=)
tings tat eu lost will not always come back even if eu try veri hard..
but if eu dun give up nth is impossible.
i gave up at the very point of time. even when sometiime she gave mi chance i juz take as nth happen.being single is not tat bad..=) it may be boring. but eu hav fwenz. .
tats wat i can say. even if i cant 4get abt her.. than y not juz keep yr memories?
hav bad times ,gd times , fun n funny times. even if tat wont happen when you n yr ex are 2gether. mabe yr memories can continue as fwenz. =)
it may be pain 4 now. but time will heal de bahx.. mabe loveing some1 dun need her to be yours .
seeing her happi is wat makes eu .

its been a long time when i last saw gary n ruwen. lols.
hav a fun time with them outside jp.with winstone, manfred n junxiang.around 2+am claire , tairong, zhencong join us. gamble, chat..eat..than i go claire house play game.her dog shoo ke ai lor.

thz claire yr words means alot to mi.

dun worrie about mi gur..i juz need time to heal. tats all.. hope eu are happi. coz i love eu.

2008-12-31T08:53:00.000-08:00

OOOKKKkkk! today wo ton at jx house than when i rest home xiang rest yi xia cai qu jie baby de. but keep gen manager qurral 4 2hrs.. mo0d not veri gd.. but hai shi huan le yi fu qu jie baby.. yi xia xia hou jiu stand outside her working area.. ta scared the hell out of mi lorx.. i nvr saw baby than she suddenly boO! sho loud behide mi..zz than wo veri hot ta pass wo tissue to wipe my sweat. eek shoo hot in singapore not like hongkong.. after tat gen baby qu auntie jia sit xia jiang hua ... than at stairs baby sudden bao wo hao tide worx.. hehes wat a surprize.. =p .but zhen de miss ta when i am in hongkong... hmm after tat wo men jiu qu dao bu dong where hehes. at cityhall. ta yao bring wo go write my wishes.. but to0 bad cant =(. sad lorx... wo men kan kan feng jing than suo suo hua. take afew pic. wo jiu song ta hui jia..after tat jiu meet tairong at bo0nlay yi qi wan go home.. than kel seems sad call us go bugis meet. we jiu qu lorx.. go there 4 wat? i am to0 sad to tok abt it.. lolx but quite a fun day xD

2008-12-24T10:12:00.000-08:00

dear !!!! fwenzz . .! eu and wo qu hongkong le hopefully eu guyz hava veri veri fun n cheerful christmax!! . k? wo hui xiang baby n brothers! . i will miss baby alot lorx. . . but when i come back hopefully eu guyz will get ting from mi o0!! ok jiu zer yang misses!!!

2008-12-16T11:59:00.000-08:00

hmm.. today i woke up at 12noon. =) first thought i hav in to give the best anniversary to my lil baby. since it is the 6th month. shoo i go find blue n red rose..coz she ones told mi tat she like blue rose. jiu go buy afew. than jiu go jp buy mickey for ta since she like mickey. jiu take cab go find her le.. when to there saw eddie n siewpeng sho funny n shoo ps lor holding flower walk towards her heart beat fast like hell keke. jiu zer yang song ta na ke flower le. is the first time i gave flower to a gur n is the first time she got a flower from a boi. keke after tat jiu take cab to science centre. qu na bian walk walk. do lots of stun lor.. like idiot like tat. than jiu go eat sakura at 6pm.sho many tings to eat. keke. baby wei wo eat sho many cake la! keke . than i go smoke de shi hou..baby sudden bao wo from the back.. after soo long..zhong yu wait dao le.. feel sho happy. after tat wo go back eat with kel de shi hou.. satay compertition. LOL eat dao both of us yao vomit lorx.. after tat jiu shang auntie jia . auntie song us a cupple pillow hehes =) both micky de.hmm.. a have a great day hope baby hav to0.

2008-12-06T07:13:00.000-08:00

hmm... jing tian morning woke up qu jie baby go work. song le ta yi fu hua..tat she asked 4 a long time since the day we meet hope ta xi huan wo de hua hua. ta brought honey lemon drink gei wo keke.veri happi abt tat.. n wo dong now in her heart got 0.1 percent of mi.=D. zhi shao i know tat you yi dian xi wang. since i hav done sho much hard work.. zai jia you even if you yi dian dian de wo zai ta xing li mian jiu hao le!. than shang auntie jia tok lots of tings than bbq at house outside keke eat till full dao. . . at nite go 537 drink. . bollin drunk agn. =.=" keke dam funny la we hold the plastic bag scared ah han vomit on us when we in cab keke. 2morrow jiu shi wo start work de yi tian le.. 14days of hell .wei le every 1 wei le baby wei le myself jiu go work. vanness jie shooo long nvr call wo le hor surprize tat eu did tat 2day. hao bahx jiu zer yang saayooonara minang! .

2008-12-02T00:00:00.000-08:00

hmm... i am hit veri hard today. i nvr imagine this will happen. i was soo stun.
i am unhappi.. i am sad.. after some tears...pain still continue to flow on my heart.
now.. the pain is still there is unforgettable. tears wanted to roll down but. now the best ting i can do is not to giv up now.makeing this mistake over n over agn...
now i hav the last chance.if everyting go back..
i will know how fortunenate to hav this wife of mine..

juz giv mi 1 more chance for the sake of our love.
juz giv mi 1 more chance coz i cant giv eu up...
i will nvr, nvr let eu down...
VALARIE ANG. wo ren cuo le.

2008-11-11T05:24:00.000-08:00

hmm veri..bz this holiday coz working....but after this month wo jiu bi jiao free le cai hui update more...keke hmm now watching 9pm de show... today i found out tat baby realli realli trust mi alot!!!! keke jing tian fatch baby after work...than jiu go visit auntie sally coz n\veri long mei find ta le...

some msgs.
1:mixue:hmm sry i no time to pei ni...but i will try to find eu next month after my work k??i am sry..
2:jiaxin:hmm supper de hua... wo men tat day no time la n tat day i also got work the day after..next time work crew gang will go eat together k?
3:elleen jie: hmm said tat we will go out so0n buyt i dun tink eu n i hav time 4 it..kai kai xing xing juo yr re zi hor dun let yr boi bulli eu!.
4:vannessa jie:hmm eu ne better study hard dun every day xiang zer chu qu leh smacck ni cai dong keke..hmm c euu realliii so0n k?misses!
5:xueli:hmm eu hav to take care n stop waiting 4 mi ler no use di i onli love her..

6:baby:shosho sry tat i dun hav time to pei niii... dui bu qii....but hopefully eu can be my wife..

2008-10-20T13:17:00.000-07:00

great great day...dun realli rmb much coz is abt a few dayz ago? my 4th anniversary .sometimes we cing zu our anniversary but sometimes not .. tis time is quite fun. as fun as 080808 or mabe more? keke.hmm we gone to a place tat we can eat, shop n walk .hmm.. walk dao mi lu...=.= baby still say dao she duo li hai.. gen wo yi qi mi lu..lol. hmm... i love satay! i ate alot sho does baby.had a great day..juz like most of our anniversary.she nvr fail to cheer mi up everyday keke. .

hmm... than..on 17 oct is our first time watching movie by ourself hehes.. butterfly lovers realli nice movie dun miss it. n 1 more movie is 20th century boi.is baby jie shao 1. n it realli SUX.lolx

ok tats all. coz now is 4am liao i wanna slp sayo!.

2008-10-07T07:57:00.000-07:00

2morrow n level last paper le =D hmm hope i dun fail dao chan chan lor if not lim bei 100% go "tiao lao"[jump down] 1 sia.hmm today go fatch baby de shi hou wet like fuk. after tat jiu when to auntie house.. slack slack .nth much la hear tat baby bio paper 1 pass than she happi like hell...=.= overall yi ding fial 1 lor c her face jiu dong le =x.hehes.. hmm wo not feeling well leh dun know y.. hope 2morrow's paper easy easy wo jiu xie tian xie di liao hehes. k than i will try to update more di!. sayo.

2008-09-26T06:09:00.000-07:00

hmm today..waited for la0puo to finish her art in sk0ol.than go jp walk..than..on the way back found tat a hamster.juz died its a little hamster i name it baby..tats all..byebye.

2008-09-19T04:40:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.. yi wake up wo jiu go find baby after her chinese paper.
hmm nth do do.. no where to go. . but i wana eat sho ask baby pei wo go eat lorx..
after tat saw winstone n manfred also go kfc eat. so eat 2gether lorx..chat n chat. than go buy liquor . after awhile baby jiu gtg home liao..song her to take bus.after tat i jiu go find zc n tairong. play kof.yi xiaxia hou jiu pei zc go racheal house take hamster. hahas fun lehx.. keke help ham ham bath.hmm..yi xia hou jiu go find winstone n cavin .manfred joined. than jiu yi qi go chalet le. than we leave after awhile. lol go slack outside hehes.tats all,

qi ji lor my lil baby msg mi dao 5am still dun slp.

2008-09-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

keke today superrr bored lor... today morning yi wake up wo jiu bei na ke si minnie chao xing .call mi pei ta.. than after tat jiu qu wo jia .ta yong computer wo jiu rest on the bed.after yi xiaxia.. wo jiu go find la0pu0.. hmm.. blah blah... jiu go dao jp eat pizza hut with la0puo gen siewpeng. chatchat yi xiaxia jiu yao hui jia le.
than la0pu0 du zi tong jiu hui jia. heart tat kel n liting they all comeing jp sho i join them. saw zc n tai rong in arcade .play yi xiaxia. wo jiu join kel go meet winston n manfred.. slack kel go home first. mi n manfred n witone jiu go jp play arcade while waiting for our movie which is called the days..quite a new movie but the ending sux.. keke after tat we go carpark PEEee LOL!. hmm jiu hui jia le lor... keke . hao bahx jiu zer yang. SAYO!

2008-09-16T07:39:00.000-07:00

ToDay sHI! tatatatata....tata.at..ta.ta.ta.TAd!

wo gen baby de 3rd anniversary!. lol hao kai xing o today.. even if it appears to be like a normal day but dun know y...i am veri happi abt 2day weird weird bahx..hmm.. morning go blk 900+ eat laksa than prepare to go swim.. na li dong
2day swiming pool cannot go. shoo go jurong east sport complext lor.
lol wo swim yi xia zhi jiu go for sun tan for 2 n a half hr.
Hen shu fu de leh sun tanning.keke after tat wo jiu bath n all tat than i n my fwen
go eat pizza hut. quite nice not bad at all. i like pizza.hehes
after tat go home rest awhile jiu go find baby le! . saw kuohan n yan heng qurral outside sko0l
dun know wat..than jiu bu dong lah. hmm when jp coz siewpeng n eileen wan eat. after yi xia. wo men jiu walk our own way le.eileen go zc house. than siewpeng go home. as for mi n baby.wo gen ta qu my house take disk than go zc house. watch movie dao 7 .jiu go home le. keke. i think we have a great day xD

2008-09-14T06:17:00.000-07:00

hmm.. wake up at aunty house.lol every1 veri late wake up my eye yi open alex to trow someting on mi call mi wake up lol.than still smile smile tat cb kia.keke.after tat jiu eat aunty co0k de breakfast bu cuo la nice leh.lol than go work.. carry tat stupit bag sho funny. i n alex take the paper all go 1 ally burn LOL!.than got 1 aunty come i tell alex he fun sho fast put mi there than i run slow like hell like tat coz of the beg lol.than at the wall head come out c mi n laugh keke.after tat..jiu slacktill 8pm.go home.slp.

2008-09-13T06:04:00.000-07:00

hmm.. ahhh! i rmb le. i go aunty house ton. lol we go play firecracker n candles!! fun leh.. sit lorry go mt fiber dun know got spelling error mahx. nvm. lol hmm tired tired n more tired.keke every 1 play like crazy lor.than la0da bring us to a dark dark place tat incredible tales got come out ghost at there 1.lol there veri dark than the wind veri cold sia.every1 tok veri loud but the car yi going to drive tru there every 1 jiu diam diam liao.keke.after tat we go eat supper roti prata.some eat nasi lemak. afterwords jiu go aunty house. chat chat damn fun toking ghost story.tat stupit ruwen freak mi n alvin out lol.after tat eddie resive 1 call.. someting happen la. but dun say. we veri tired but gtg some place.after everyting we gone back chat till 6am with la0da.than jiu slp liao .over all its quite a fun day la

2008-09-12T17:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm alvins birthday! i met la0pu0 after sko0l go her house change yi fu. on the way to baobao jia.saw auntie sally n FTS .hm... than jiu go to aunty house slack n wait for time to pass. hu knows 1 veri clever guy go wash the whole steamboat ting. than jiu cannot use le.ah kang call mi pei him go his house to take his steamboat.shoo i call baobao folo mi lo. tat stupit ah kang super funny 1 la. he is an idiot!.=x opps keke. after tat jiu go aunty house.awhile lata baobao gtg home i bring her to bus stop. about nite time wo men jiu kaishi eat le. lol nice sia. i am the last few ppl.coz i n ruwen pei ah han ,alex ,la0da, aunty sally .sho we eat 2nd round.lol fun fun fun. after tat kana sua by la0 da n ru wen lor.ban dong say wine.keke hmm yi xia hou they go fishing i go home.

MISSING MY SI BAOBAO.

2008-08-30T00:19:00.000-07:00

early in the morning 730 wake up to be sure tat nvr rain bu yao lang la0pu0 ling yu. after tat jiu msg bao bei le. hmm nth to do super bord keke bath le jiu play comp. shoo bored dao wo go to slp..after tat baobei jiu bu ke qi de open my house do0r n come in keke. kan dao ta zhen shuang (= hmm after tat wo men jiu go bugis le shop yi shop .than wo men go arcade yi xia.play puzzle fighter. shoo funny lo baobei almost win wo de shi hou jiu hui fan bai wei shen keke. wo nvr bang chance 1 hehes.baobao yea hen li hai liao keke.sho fast know how to play. hmm..after tat wo men go eat pepple lunch.keke ta ji pa the oil burn dao ta shoo.. i co0k for her n myself hehes. ji gou li rite ? tyty. hmm.. jiu go walk walk yi xia after tat jiu go back my house . first time zai wo jia gen baobei at nite lor..keke my whole house shoo dark.keke hmm after awhile baobei gtg home le.. send her to mrt station.. after awhile johan meet mi. go to my house... than zc n eileen join us.. slack slack abt 230am go smoke le every1 jiu gone home le. =)

2008-08-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

hmm... ones awake jiu kan dao baobei de msg.. wo jiu go mos burger. than johan called up shoo take cap go his house downstair wait for him than after tat jiu go jp eat le. keke saw baobei. than after tat amanda jiu pass tat stupit starfish to her le. bao bei eat shoo slow lor like wu gui like tat. keke hmm...after tat johan jiu go home le. baobei wan do art at library but shoo full lorx. shoo jiu go my house do. ta do art than i watch drama. than yi xia hou she force mi study. say dun c drama. but ta zhi ji do art also got c lorx..keke xDD.stupit gur..after tat jiu pei ta go buy 1 ting for her dad. the ting dou bu dong 4 wat 1 lor.. kiap bird bird de. keke. than jiu shop the whole jp becoz yao bang 1 stupit short hair boi .whole jp still dun hab . than last min la0pu0 say go pasimalam c got mahx..guo ran you leh ji chong ming yi xia. keke hmm.. song baobei hui jia than jiu cab home. =) sweetsweet lov.

2008-08-16T23:00:00.000-07:00

TODAY!!! hmm liang wo xiang xiang i dun know i hav fun or is juz okok onli.. but i think overall is great bahx.. hmm morning training.. than La0pu0 come visit mi with fifi. tat stupit dog super firece lor bulli chanel.. hmm.. after tat go home bath n rest awhile. 4 puls jiu go to buzz wait for laopuo.. hmm than eddie n zc playing arcade .eileen n siewpeng sitting at kopitiam..hmm after yi xia zi jiu go to orchard shopshop yi xiaxia. hmm walk walk hav fun..jiu go crystal jade eat dinner.ben lai i got 1 hao zhu yi de.. but thann to0 bad some of them dun 1 to go.. hmm after tat wo jiu you 1 veri zhong yao de shi .need to go find a stupit starfish call patrick.. =.=
wo de fever keep going up shoo ya.. jiu take cab home with eileen ta men le.. keke tats it end of my 2nd aniversary xDD.

2008-08-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

hmm today!!! is a veri veri nan de di yi tian lor...08/08/08.
morning i tried to msg la0pu0 c wat time sko0l end.. than wo jiu wait for her...than ta 4pm+ than can come out =.=.at first wo hen du lan but wo ren zu coz i know bu shi ta yao de.keke hmm after tat meet eddie ,siewpeng,elieen ,zhencong. together qu vivo..keke at mrt ta men all slp onli mi n baobei awake chatting.than coz la0pu0 sit dao shoo close to wo than ta hen skinny got 1 small scpace.than 1 auntie thought is a sit than i see her face 1 sit dun sit tat type than walk away shoo funny..keke after awhile..dao le vivo keke than dun know wat happen.skipskip yi dian.baobei n eileen go find siewpeng.me,zhencong,eddie go walk walk after tat go eat long john sliver.hmm than go outside sit down n chat wib eddie. than siewpeng,eileen,baobei go to long john also.hmm skip,skip,eat,eat.than i n baobei decide to go walk walk ourself.than eddie they all dun know y awhile lata they go back jp play arcade le. but nvm keke go lots of toy shop keke than bao bei go bring mi to a shop tat the bread lo0ks shoo real but it is fake lolx.hmm.. than we go pet shop kan hen duo cute petss.keke hen ke ai lor.hmm after tat wo men jiu go out side kan hai..hen view there hao mei worx.. at nite hen kuai jiu yao huiu jia le..we stand there for more than an hour keke both dou bu hui lei la.keke after tat wo men jiu hui jia le. song baobei home blah blah jiu end of my day =) keke sho happi sho fun.

2008-08-03T19:22:00.000-07:00

today woke up in the morning bu xiang go sko0l sho go fatch baobei to sko0l...than jiu go home rest le... after tat yong comp yi xia...n now blogging...ytd nth much happen meet la0pu0 go auntie sally jia .. not veri fun is like borinG... keke but meeting her is go0d enf even if we have no where to go.. we always hav endless conversation i hope tis wont end in the future...i dun 1 us to nvr tok when go out.. ji sian lorx..hmm hopefully bao bei can go to alvin's birthday or tai rongs birthday...hopefully la.. keke k bahx at nite zai continue to blog sayo for now..

2008-08-02T23:20:00.000-07:00

hmm today yi woke up bath le jiu g tai rong blk under wait for ta,,, yi qi go training .at buzz meet eddie,jx...than wo men yi qi da bus..reach lake park the bus stop left 1min le...shoo i n tai rong run there.. jx n eddie nvr run.hmm train train...daoo hen tired le...fight spar wib yan heng dou no str... lol bo bian let him beat.nvr lose can liao keke.after tat meeting.jiu go home le super tired... rest yi xia.but i woke up jiu fever dun know yt take panadol jiu gone back to slp keke =p

2008-07-31T07:49:00.000-07:00

hmm...today woke up at 615..bath, all that le jiu go meet la0pu0 at johan blk..haoo tired...saw manfred. ta pei wo smoke... after tat jiu saw kuohan ,ah long, jiajun at the blk beside us lol.. go sko0l test for 1 hr 30 min.. =.=" ji tired... after tat jiu science le..slp slp slp...recess eat deshi hou kan la0pu0 at other table kan wo dou mei kan yi yian lorx.. tmd =x after tat saw la0pu0 kana catch coz pei wo everyday after sko0l than pon cca sit at office like hen sian jiu write letter zun bei wan pass to her scared ta tai sian. how i know afew lesson hou saw her at class keke.after sko0l meet every 1 le go my house...slp on bao bei legg na li zhi dao ta keep tickle wo.. none stop. =/ bite ta de zhu jiao xDD. after tat bollin came play wii yi xia xia wo jiu song bao bei go home le than head to auntie house..wan wan jiu hui jia le .. tats it for today oo sayonara i go watch my movie le

2008-07-30T07:55:00.001-07:00

change blogskin change dao veri late .2morrow than post sayo!

2008-04-02T07:09:00.000-07:00

day is like normal...
wake up thinking wan go school or not... haizz xiang yi xiang soo long nvr go liao go see see bahx.. than reach school .. go into hall.jiu kana pull out.. form teacher kpkb.wth say want to go home wif mi after school see my parents...knn. hai yo shoo boring first lesson science. go into science lap ,ones finish greeting.teacher call mi stand. dotz..scold mi n scold mi. wakao they not tired 1 sia..than EOA lesson greet teacher jiu get call out kana nag n nag n nag agn...wa kao..after E0A. chinese lesson finish greeting teacher sit outside class ro0m ... =.= run out of classroom saw VP kana scold agn.. ask y no pass run out of class .sianzz..
after reccess thought nth like this will happen today le. happi yi xia xia. maths lesson kana scolding agn nvr bring book, my book lost than stand in class ...wa kao...after maths.english..pcb wan call my parent say i keep ponten wan take my moms number i dun giv..shoo bored..hate schooling.

song pei eileen go blk than go jp after tat go home change.than meet kel n zhencong at art park saw siewpeng , yan heng, kuo han, bollin.do hw till 6pm.go tution...730 tution end go jp arcade...after tat johan call mi go artpark pei him...i go buy dinner than go find him.. go blk n eat..after tat gone help him buy cirrate than jiu go home liao... do hw do hw do hw. n tats the end of this stupit boring day. =p

OVER ALL HAPPINESS =/

2008-03-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

today late wake up 3pm like tat eat le ,brush teeth n bath.jiu go tairong house le after tat saw gary at his house.than played comp 730 le go back home n go out wif family to have dinner.After tat 9pm go find tairong zhencong winston eddie at jp starfact.after tat go art park meet wo de didi bollen n elleen they all.abt 12am liao .when every 1 go home. tairong ,junxiang,miue n elleen wanted go johan house on the way go n eat at pineer mall also.finish le jiu go jahan house..ta gege hao firce sia..gangster worxx stare at wo xia dao le yi xia xia lol.wait for elleen to lock door jiu go johan ro0m.sit down chat wib elleen hao jiu coz the rest playing king of fighters =.=... chat abt 45min zer yang jiu they jiu play cards.i dun 1 play sho i play comp.on song on dao i cry lol sit there emo.=.=" after awhile wo join their card game.elleen gtg at 330.after ta leave.wo men play king of fighter till 8am =.=.
than i go slp le... lol day end. wake up 3pm next day saw tairong half on bed half on chair.

2008-03-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

TodAy Hao bored...go school even when lots of ppl wanted mi to pon.
i guess i juz wanted to be a better student for today bah =x lol.
morning wake up bath n all tat jiu go to a blk near my school for 5mins than i go school.maths teacher nvr come yea! coz i need to do 100 formula for him for punishment lol but i did not do..afterschool go to a blk for 5min agn jiu walk home le..becoz i promise some1 to study harder.i go home to do all my home work and study =.= co0l bah? if my mom saw mi like this she would proberly bring mi to the clinic.

i hav been thinking abt something...my mind is realli confuse..
sometimes i realli wanted to die coz i realli sick of doing the same thing over n over agn everyday.but i thought of happi times..even if there is lots of bored day but 1 happi day realli cheer miue up.workcrew n brothers of 21pht blk or btk thz for giving mi soo much hui yi i look forward to see you guyz more..most imptly wo de La0Puo to0.

LovE is In ThE AiR buT HaTe WouLd aLwAys Be ThErE.

2008-03-08T09:09:00.000-08:00

UpDaTED SONG*

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

2008-03-08T03:35:00.000-08:00

Since Mickey n Minnie is gone... is veri boring everyday doing the same thing going the same place..haizz pon skool.searching for job n all tat.. keke sad thats all i can say lo. ytd someone came to wo jia ta hui lai le.. i hav waited for soo long now ta hui lai le.. but i will nvr forget the month tat i gone tru.. coz some impt ppl onli met mi within the month tat i am sad. actually i dun know how i feel now. i juz felt veri confuse. dun know wat to do. somehow felt empty. btw change blog song liao hope ni men like it =)

OVER ALL HAPPINESS -.-?

i dun realli know my self

2008-02-18T19:38:00.000-08:00

haizzz wake up! bath n all tat le hou jiu wear uni go sko0l lo wo was almost reaching the school gate liao than phone ring...Minnie called ask wo ke yi pei ta pon mahx.. than meet her at jp.when i also walking to the bus stop saw 2 monkeys walking towards mi.lol is kel n zhen cong they ran out of sko0l hahax.called tai rong...gary n manfred also wib tairong. hahax meet at 601 than 6 brothers unite!
tairong pcc[ponten club chairman] ask where we going. than wo tell wo meeting minnie.than manfred,tairong,gary take cab to find phoebe. kel,zhencong go take mc ask mi folo them take bus to jp =.=" the bus sit antil ass pain...idiots.. than ran to meet minnie coz i was shoo dam late srysry ta hen ke lian keke wait for wo till slp in mac donald . on the way tairong said he reach jurong vill le...shoo wo gen Minnie mouse take bus go there meet ta men lo...reach le "prawn" house.Than ta shi wo de new fwen hahax thz to minnie.wa his house hen big go his ro0m use comp than go down stairs wib manfred n gary watch tv..tairong is sleeping lol. phoebe n minnie is fo0ling around...after tat we go to aircon room play murderer. lol shoo funny lo..gary hen tricky.. when its time for mi to go home minnie wan mi to go jp shoo ya i promise her...i reach home than comes the problem..parent start to scold wo...haiz..than wo bath le go ro0m change than chiong out n slam the do0r wahahax.. i go to jp as promise. hmm no 1 there yet. than saw shermain wib spongebob shirt hahax shoo cute! [i mean the shirt] =D.keke dun know y going in to starfac 2 gurs keep staring at mi..when i giv in they still wan to walk like i am invis to them..
tmd. hao angry worx..but saw minnie hen fastrated jiu bo bian go say sry...haiz..
amm..jiu pei ta men go school outside wait for alvin than shermain papa drive her home....than meet minnie n phebee at nite..chat chat yi xiaxia jiu song minnie back but gtg home half way coz the clock reach 12 keke.[minnie] srysry

tats all...

OVERALL HAPPINESS =)

2008-02-17T10:58:00.000-08:00

hmm... how to start ne?
wake up n do all the things tat i normally do.change n ready to meet liting!
keke but i chose not to go watch chinggay wib her.srysry i dun 1 to pang sa eu 1.but hor no choice la...i dun 1 to let ni get bored lei...i know ni hui hen sian go out wib wo 1.ni zer mo hao hu dun 1 go out wib ni ne?.choice to meet at manfred house ,kel,jx,yuanheng is there too00 play kof awhile than go jp meet shermain n liting! keke than play arcade,,,ah xiong n tide,eddie,tairong,jun xiang n yuan heng also there.keke than go eat wib yi zhui dinner chat wib ta yi xia xia.saw xiao ping febee n shofia on the way back to arcade let them pull lai pull qu wat i did? meow at them hahax.. shermain say wan to go home le yao wo pei ta..than when walk de shi hou jiu chat wib her lo toking to her zhen hao.after tat jiu go back jp liting say wan meet kel.than wo take lift down wib manfred n junxiang.. saw xiaoping n liting they all agn...keke chat chat yi xia xia..jiu go bengo house play black jack .hahahax win win win! hao hao worx.! go there jiu win money liao.win abt 37 $ keke =DD take cab back 3am dao jia. tats the end on today le!

OVER ALL HAPPINESS =)

2008-02-16T10:32:00.000-08:00

gone to skool coz baobei say shoo...keke
after skool gone home..do stun..eat bath n all tat.CHANGE! n chiong out keke reach jp saw jx.nth to do shoo bored...kinda forget something happen but,,nvm i juz say wat i rmb bahx keke.530pm on the way to city hall. meet vannessa! hao jiu mei kan dao ta le worx..go walk walk to a very stylo stall. reach there alll the shirt hao co0l worx but the price also very cool all above 100 =.=.i saw wat i wan. n ready to get it is a few dayzz yea! after tat we walk towards the place tat ching gay is hold..hao crowed we watch 12 sports car n 12 cars from the past....the cars dou hao cool worxx!! falari n porshae n lots of cool cars..after tat jiu see performents..got bored wib it.mi n van jiu go amm soo call pasemalam or wet market.somehow like tat la.ate lots of things keke amm.amm..takoyaki is 1 of them eat dao super full keke.then after tat jiu gone home... wanted to tok to baobei..but i am shoo tired coz got some stupit thing need to setter in school...
haiz tats all for 2day bahx..

i always hope tat 2morrow will be better but i know..some things cant be controled...some how..i still felt lonely.

OVER ALL HAPPINESS =)

the day tat she chat to mi!

2008-02-15T10:52:00.000-08:00

i cant rmb wat happen today coz i update this on 17/2
but the onli thing i rmb is...at nite i ones agn chat wib her on msn this time i was super happiI!!!!!!!i dun know y but things bao bei said realli cheer my sad n boring day up...i still lovb her. n i will always do!

OVERALL HAPPINESS =DD

i dun 1 to hang fake smiles...

2008-02-14T05:55:00.000-08:00

today...i pon school agnn wib gary n [lester]new fwen =D.i dun 1 to go to school i juz dun..i dun 1 to smile n dun 1 to make myself smile.haha..saw them under block than go batok take 1 stopit mc. =.= lol gary soo stupit say cough in the end he brought shoo many type of madicen lol .than go johan house play cards win abt $16 =D than johan go make tatoo we still play at his house...keke.after tat go jp than watch the movie CJ7. after tat eddie called..go to school some problem to solve.saw shermain! but ta say wo reject ta when ta jio wo go out today...but wo hopeing for something mahx.. but the thing i hope is like nvr happen..nvm.say to meet shermain at 3:30 out side school. when i reach there she in uni how to go out =.=.. than she say she wan go home n change...than i go meet xiao ping n vivian .gary folo keke go crystal gade n eat..lol hen dots lor,,,go eat a few thing $49 lol.but ones a year nvm bahx. shermain show up at last!chat awhile than jiu go arcade saw liting ,ms, hang around till ah ying n jiaxin movie end. keke i saw them in uni =.= hao weird worx ying shao wib tat hair style. go find eddie.something happen in jp but i dun 1 to tok abt it.i said buhbye to xiao ping coz going other place wib gary , tairong, eddie...ahhh!!! forget to say bye to shermain! @.@.after tat tide,joyce,wei jie,junxiang join in.play cards for awhile i am bored.i onli can xiang abt her..i wanted to go home all of the sudden..tats all..

OVERALL HAPPINESS =/

vannessa~keke ni shi weirdo lorx! valentine go n run =.="
shermain~dun be fan anymore wo hui pei eu anytime de!.
xiao ping~dun be sad any more hopefully wat eu wan come true.

the day i was a bit happi hahax.but still 80% sad lol

2008-02-11T04:32:00.000-08:00

hmm woke up..first thing i think of is.. try to msg her.. n hope she replyed..
at home the whole day. staring at my handphone.i told my mom i heart broken than she let mi stay at home hahax.i dun 1 to go to school...i dun 1 to hang fake smiles on my faces..its very xing ku if eu are sad n eu still need to smile.. the day does not end like this..i waited for her reply..waited n waited.the first reply i get is on 6:23 i was happi tat she reply mi..coz i felt lonely ever since 27/1/08..but i felt i was cared n worrie by her..i felt very..like some1 realli cares abt mi.even if she juz say a few word each msg. wo yi jing hen man zu le.i realli hope for something now.but i will wait for her ans. even if it dun turn out wat i think i guess i tried my best..=)

xiao feng says:
sometimes loveing some1 is also letting him/her to be happi.
even if him/her do not like euu anymore.
when eu see him/her happi i guess eu will be happi to0.

OVER ALL HAPPINESS =)

The Day i Hav Been WaitIng 10/2/2008

2008-02-10T23:44:00.000-08:00

haizz...shoo sad..9/2/08 i slp for 2hrs.i cant slp well..meet junxiang at mrt station...than we meet jiaxing,yizhui,lipchin,bengo,shawn,munwah,weijie.gone to jurong east n meet the others.tat is when my heart start to bleed.when we reach suntac city eat the st0pit thai express shoo expensive lol even ice lemon tea cost $4.50 hahax.meet the rest of the workcrew.
i saw the 1 i love..but she change..
she nvr even tok to mi.. nvr even care to look at me...am i invisable to her? i was thinking.i try to look at her but nth came out from my mouth when i saw her playing happily wib her fwenz...nth came out from my mouth not even 1 word...till abt 6pm.i msg wib some1 n micc to ask for tips...it turn out tat..the one i love thought i am with the 1 i msg. n she even thought i say not to care abt her..but in fact wat i send is. [i cant hate her.wo hen bu xie qu.in fact i still love her.] but she thought i send wo kan bu xia qu..she din read the msg properly...i still love her.after tat...we got our pay than i go wib some fwenzz play pool.than i try very hard to keep myself happi. i go n try all the games i think can cheer mi up in tamajurong arcade but i dun think it help..i send her 30~60 msg...n onli get 1 reply. am i shoo irritating?,,,,

OVER ALL HAPPINESS T.T

i cant stop thinking of her.

2008-02-08T00:32:00.000-08:00

today go bai nian gong xi gong xi gong xi ni!! than got lots n lots of ang bao haha.but i found tat when people say happi new year to mi...i dun feel happi at all..n my heart sink for nth..keep thinking of things tat happen last time when my mom chat wib my relatives.tear would juz roll down my face everyday...after tat i go jp nth to do... shoo sian...saw winstone n manfred n shaina.say wan go watch movie... shoo i go join them lo...brought tiket for 2:15am 0.0 is like the we need to do nth for 2 n a half hr .....go jurong central park meet junxiang kelvin n johan.. than tide tairong n eddie also came.2:15 le go back gv than watch lao shi jia lao da. ah lala long ah lala long is juz the operning =.= n winstone laugh till veri loud when no 1 is laughting =.=" lol..than funny part keep comeing.after the movie i go home.. the rest dun know they go where..i tok to micc mei..coz mi myself is veri sad...shoo..ya.6am still nvr slp..i cant slp... i keep thinking of her..some1.. go on for abt 1hr than my eyes close...i wake up at 8am..than my day start agn hahax.,

OVERALL HAPPINESS =/

i am still hurt 2day...

2008-02-05T09:06:00.000-08:00

haiiz today was not a gd day..make it everyday is not from the start of this year.

meet every 1 at nikki house..for steamboat.than on the way go jp arcade shoo funny we walk at the road 12 ppl take the whole road lol like our father's road keke.than reach jp le saw shermain jie! =D than liting n 2 gurs amm.. i forgot their names =x. lol play half way jiu go west grof pri school liao...got fight.shoo many police at there patrol lucky wo men mei you yi ge chu shi..on the way home every1 sprade out shoo boring now wan to chat wib some1 still very sad...

saw her online i dun know wat i wan to say.
i hope i dun broke down when i saw her..
i am shoo afraid...shhoo loney..but wat i can do
i cant forget her.OVER ALL HAPPINESS =(

to [micc mei] micc mei nii yea bu yao sad le k?yao takaiirre..

ouR reunion..

2008-02-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

meet junxiang n kel at first at jurong point.but somehow both of them gone missing.
than i saw shermian.we juz slack around jp.coz we are to bored.after tat when to ah long birthday wib junxiang,kevin,manfred,yuanheng at arena to play pool n also to say happi birthday.i hav gone to a big occacion lol is call "tuan yuan fan" also means reunion.but not a family reunion..tats all i can say.i saw many ppl n saw ppl hu have a big name.also mean well known ppl.we drink n ate..lots of food..lol every1 is like chionging for food onli mi n tairong at there sit down.lol after tat kel yuan heng junxiang go home first.mi n the rest of us take photo.than we go tamajurong play arcade till 3 am lol .tide giv money than we take cap home =)
i dun know y i think of somethings n my heart sink...i send 2 msg to some1.than i gone to bed..end of the day!. over all happiness =/

wo zhi dao ni wo duo mei you cuo...

2008-02-01T05:44:00.000-08:00

haiizz this year is not my year tats wat i can say...
pain pain n more pain.if eu guyz are bored wib my post de hua eu can dun read.
firstly...ta wei le wo leave mi..2nd brothers were also in truble....
3rd...i am been hurt till i am in maximem pain le... it wont go up any more
i realli hopes she came back for mi...
juz to save mi from this black n white world.
juz save mi...sobsobx..over all happiness T.T